That one person who everyone would think would actually drive us both apart... Actually brought us closer.
We talked about this and that and you approved.
You made me feel accepted.
Then we actually started talking... Talking more then just about that other person. But about ourselves.
And our feelings. And our beliefs. Yours especially.
It helped me understand. Not believe, but understand. But I didn't deserve your friendship at the time.
I was a bitch. I was mean. I was horrible to you and what you believed in. So much so that I appologised so much. But for me it felt like I should never be forgiven.
But you. You let it go. Didn't even bother you.
You let me have my opinion and then discussed it with me.
You were the only one.
That's when we got close.
You knew what to say.
Knew what to say to help me through,
When I literally had thought that was the end.
I was so down.
Felt so low.
You didn't include your belief to help and you didn't include him.
You just discussed what was going on.
And helped me think through it out.
You helped me have a clear head.
You have been one of the only people who have been able to reach me at the level,
and be able to get through my walls.
You have seen the real me, with no fakeness, no lies, no worry's.
Just me.
You helped me get on way to become strong again.
I was no where near it.
But at least it was a start.
You helped me put my mind back on track,
and away from all the distractions,
and hurt,
and worry that I was going through.
And I know that you think that you aren't the best person... Or an amazing person
Or a great friend.
But please. If you ever read this, you will see just how much of an amazing person you are.
And that you are more then you put yourself out to be.
I always and forever will thank you for your help.
xx.